Something definitely isn't feeling right atm, I don't feel so good about being in a relationship.

I sometimes feel like it is a burden to be seeing S

I am starting to find it annoying having to spend time explaining to S what are right and wrong things to do

I am annoyed at the fact that I have to always improve him

He is not very "stable" and doesn't like thinking strategically, logically as to how he would like to approach his "career"

I am kind of getting sick of always having to try and change him

I guess I have been given correct instructions from women that are married but aren't happy with their husbands - don't think you can change men, they will never change, if you can't stand something, change yourself instead.

I'm a pretty stubborn person, I find it hard to change myself sometimes, so I guess changing a guy is out of the question.

I'm drowning in my own thoughts =(